Dear self,

          I know you still need him to be around you, but you were too afraid that something bad will happen again. Life is not always easy, so you have to stay strong. You have to fight, and you have to start a new life story. You have to stop looking at the past, and you have to forget all the bad things that have happened. You must keep the spirit because you have a dream that you have to realize. You should not give up because a winner never stop trying. I know there will be many problems you will face either caused by you, or it was caused by someone else. You can do all the heavy things because I believe that there are a million solutions out of a thousand problems. Keep fighting and believe in yourself!